Depression Aniexty : its a female fault?

Again.
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Being a girl / women with overthinking is 2x more pressure. Its just my opinion.
: youre stress, overthinking, depressed but still need to do house-job. And its more sick when nobody noticed what you do, never apperciated for everything you do even you not feel good, i means you do your house-job but in mind you battling with your own monster in your head.
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Its totally your fault if you cant get up from your bed. But i dont ask for this.
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I hope, i tried, i just wanna be myself like before. Its so sick when people noticed youre weak, useless. If i had delete button. I'll delete myself first.